PRIVATE SESSIONS
Intensive one-on-one sessions for people who are ready to face their Bullshit head-on—not skirt around it.
PRIVATE SESSIONS
Intensive one-on-one sessions for people who are ready to face their Bullshit head-on—not skirt around it.
Individual sessions are a space for whatever wants to arise—without an agenda, without attempts to fix things, without bypassing.
It’s not about solving anything or actively changing anything. It’s about complete acceptance, radical surrender, and unconditional love for whatever arises.
I hold the space for you. I am your mirror—clear, direct, and benevolent.
I can see your Bullshit because I have gone through my own. For years, I searched for a way out of this life. The greatest irony is that it was precisely this escape that led to awakening. And then came the awakening from awakening—and spiritual identity had to go as well. That is why I accompany you from this depth: grounded in life, without bypassing.
My work is rooted in the realization that true freedom lies beyond all our stories. I recognize when it is time to pause, when silence is more important than words, when the body shows its limits.
We look, we don’t look away. We don’t sugarcoat anything, we don’t downplay anything. I sit with you in the darkness until it changes on its own—not because I tell you that everything is fine already.
Spiritual insights that do not reach the body remain mental concepts. My work moves through your entire system—not just your head.
I know the subtle tricks of self-deception firsthand. Life has polished me long enough to be an honest and at the same time benevolent mirror for you.
Our sessions take place as one-on-one video calls via Zoom. Each session lasts between sixty and ninety minutes, depending on what the process requires.
We arrange the appointments flexibly according to your and my availability.
Single session:
€100–150 per sixty minutes
Five-session package:
€450–690 (save €50–60)
Ten-session package:
€900–1,290 (save €100–210)
Payment also possible via Wise in your local currency.
Send me a message with your concern. I’ll respond promptly, and we’ll clarify together whether the one-on-one session is right for you and whether we’re a good fit.
about Private Sessions
What is Bullshit?
Answer: Bullshit is everything you have accumulated throughout your life in terms of ideas and beliefs about yourself and the world.
The stinking bullshit: unconscious beliefs, conditioned behaviors, suppressed feelings and energies in the body.
The shiny bullshit: your spiritual identity—everything you’ve achieved, how much you know, and all that blah blah blah. It shines beautifully, but it’s also bullshit.
What do I need to bring with me?
Answer: First and foremost, and non-negotiable: your willingness to fully embrace your Bullshit. You will need this willingness when things get uncomfortable or challenging on the surface. It will ground you and give you strength.
You’ve come to the right place if you’re ready to question your previous beliefs, be honest with yourself, and take 100% responsibility for your life.
To work with me, it is important that you are emotionally and mentally stable. My work is trauma-informed. However, I am not a therapist. If you are currently in therapy or are unsure, please speak with your doctor, naturopath, or other support person beforehand.
Who are individual session suitable for?
Answer: Individual sessions are for people who feel that their previous paths are no longer working. Maybe you’ve tried a lot of things and realize that you’re going around in circles. Maybe life has exhausted you and you’re ready to go through the Bullshit instead of around it.
It is for people who are not looking for quick fixes, but for real transformation. Who are willing to leave their comfort zone and face what is real – without sugarcoating, without spiritual bypassing.
It is not for people who hope that something will happen from the outside or who hope for spontaneous enlightenment. This work requires your active participation and your willingness to take responsibility.
Is this just another spiritual program?
Answer: That depends on what you mean by “spiritual program.” If you’ve had enough of guru systems, fixed methods, and promises of enlightenment—then no. There is no hierarchy here, no “you must,” no spiritual pressure to perform.
At the same time, I guide people on their spiritual path. But the focus is on radical integration of being human—not on the next spiritual high. You’re your own compass.
Why are you the one who can help me with my bullshit?
Answer: Because I myself had a lot of Bullshit on my hands, especially the shiny spiritual kind, and for decades I preferred to stay in the shadows rather than in the light. I am at home in the dark corners of human existence and know the sophisticated tricks of self-deception firsthand.
Awakening happened to me—not because I was looking for it, but because my desperate attempt to get out of here paradoxically led me right there. And then the awakening itself had to go—the spiritual identity, the truths, everything. This gives me a special perspective: I know both spiritual bypassing and genuine integration. That’s why I don’t work on awakening, but from awakening—grounded in fully being human.
For over twenty years, I have navigated my own path through the challenges. I am passing this on to you—not as a formula, but as guidance on your own unique journey.
Do you work with awakening or with being human?
Answer: Both. Or rather, I work from the realization that the one cannot be separated from the other.
I know the entire path to awakening from my own experience—and in doing so, I have learned that true freedom is not found in escaping from being human, but in fully embracing it. Awakening is not the goal of our work, but rather the foundation from which I work with you.
My focus is on full presence, on radically arriving in life. Not as a new spiritual concept, but as what happens naturally when you stop running away. This is not a technique. It is integration.
What can I expect when I come to see you?
Answer: The short version: Usually, there is a specific life situation from which we approach the matter. It is only the gateway. It is not about actively solving or changing anything.
What it is about: Complete acceptance, radical surrender, and unconditional love. I hold the space for you and this sacred process of transformation.
Specifically, this means: We meet on Zoom. You tell me what’s going on. I listen deeply—to your words, your body, to what is moving in the space between us. I ask questions that lead you deeper and reflect back to you what I see.
What I don’t do: Tell you what to do. Calm you with positive affirmations. Talk away your experiences or exaggerate them spiritually.
Why put myself through this - and what’s in store?
Answer: No one voluntarily wants to face their bullshit—even though I promise you it’s worth it.
But let’s be honest: as soon as you face your bullshit, your system starts to shift. Old blocked energies can surface. This can initially cause an initial worsening – you may be more confused and sensitive than usual. This process is not linear. Sometimes two steps forward, one step back.
Why is it still worth it? Imagine if you no longer had to pretend. No longer had to act like you had everything under control. How much life energy would that release?
The promise: not that everything will suddenly be perfect, but that you can be with everything that is. And from this space, true aliveness emerges.
Why does it have to be called Bullshit?
Answer: You can also call it ego, false self, separate self, or whatever you like. Powerful language helps me to protect myself from false holiness. The spiritual ego loves a clean slate, and Bullshit is definitely a pretty dirty stain on it.
The language is deliberately provocative because it pulls you out of spiritual feel-good mode. If you’re bothered by the word Bullshit, that’s interesting to observe. What exactly bothers you about it? Maybe that’s exactly where there’s something that needs to be looked at.
Tell me what’s going on with you. I’ll respond promptly, and we’ll look together at whether the one-on-one sessions are right for you and whether we’re a good fit.
