PRIVATE SESSIONS
Intensive one-on-one guidance for people who are ready to face their Bullshit head-on—not skirt around it.
PRIVATE SESSIONS
Intensive one-on-one guidance for people who are ready to face their Bullshit head-on—not skirt around it.
Individual guidance is a space for whatever wants to arise—without an agenda, without attempts to fix things, without bypassing.
It’s not about solving anything or actively changing anything. It’s about complete acceptance, radical surrender, and unconditional love for whatever arises.
I hold the space for you. I am your mirror—clear, direct, and benevolent.
I can see your Bullshit because I have gone through my own. For years, I searched for a way out of this life. The greatest irony is that it was precisely this escape that led to awakening. That is why I accompany you from this depth: grounded in life, without bypassing.
My work is rooted in the realization that true freedom lies beyond all our stories. I recognize when it is time to pause, when silence is more important than words, when the body shows its limits.
We look, we don’t look away. We don’t sugarcoat anything, we don’t downplay anything. I sit with you in the darkness until it changes on its own—not because I tell you that everything is fine already.
Spiritual insights that do not reach the body remain mental concepts. My work moves through your entire system—not just your head.
I know the subtle tricks of self-deception firsthand. Life has polished me long enough to be an honest and at the same time benevolent mirror for you.
Our sessions take place as one-on-one video calls via Zoom. Each session lasts between sixty and ninety minutes, depending on what the process requires.
We arrange the appointments flexibly according to your and my availability.
Single session:
€100–150 per sixty minutes
Five-session package:
€450–690 (save €50–60)
Ten-session package:
€900–1,290 (save €100–210)
Payment also possible via Wise in your local currency.
Before we start working together, we will have a free initial meeting lasting twenty minutes. We will see if we click and if we want to work together.
about Private Sessions
What is Bullshit?
Answer: Bullshit is everything you have accumulated throughout your life in terms of ideas and beliefs about yourself and the world.
The stinking bullshit: unconscious beliefs, conditioned behaviors, suppressed feelings and energies in the body.
The shiny bullshit: your spiritual identity—everything you’ve achieved, how much you know, and all that blah blah blah. It shines beautifully, but it’s also bullshit.
What do I need to bring with me?
Answer: First and foremost, and non-negotiable: your willingness to fully embrace your Bullshit. You will need this willingness when things get uncomfortable or challenging on the surface. It will ground you and give you strength.
You are in the right place if you are ready to courageously question your previously held beliefs about yourself and the world, to be honest with yourself and everything that comes up, to take 100% responsibility for yourself and your life, and to trust the process and let it guide you.
To work with me, it is important that you are emotionally and mentally stable. My work is trauma-informed. However, I am not a therapist. If you are currently in therapy or are unsure, please speak with your doctor, naturopath, or other support person beforehand.
Who is individual guidance suitable for?
Answer: Individual coaching is for people who feel that their previous paths are no longer working. Maybe you’ve tried a lot of things and realize that you’re going around in circles. Maybe life has softened you up and you’re ready to go through the Bullshit instead of around it.
It is for people who are not looking for quick fixes, but for real transformation. Who are willing to leave their comfort zone and face what is real – without sugarcoating, without spiritual bypassing.
It is not for people who hope that something will happen from the outside or who hope for spontaneous enlightenment. This work requires your active participation and your willingness to take responsibility.
Why are you the one who can help me with my bullshit?
Answer: Because I myself had a lot of Bullshit on my hands, especially the shiny spiritual kind, and for decades I preferred to stay in the shadows rather than in the light. I am at home in the dark corners of human existence and know the sophisticated tricks of self-deception firsthand.
Awakening happened to me—not because I was looking for it, but because my desperate attempt to get out of here paradoxically led me right there. This gives me a special perspective: I know both spiritual bypassing and genuine integration. That’s why I don’t work on awakening, but from awakening—grounded in fully being human.
I have spent over twenty years exploring different spiritual traditions, learning trauma work, and above all, navigating my own path through the complexities. I pass this on to you—not as a formula, but as guidance on your own unique journey.
Do you work with awakening or with being human?
Answer: Both. Or rather, I work from the realization that the one cannot be separated from the other.
I know the entire path to awakening from my own experience—and in doing so, I have learned that true freedom is not found in escaping from being human, but in fully embracing it. Awakening is not the goal of our work, but rather the foundation from which I work with you.
My focus is on full presence, on radically arriving in life. Not as a new spiritual concept, but as what happens naturally when you stop running away. This is not a technique. It is integration.
What can I expect when I come to see you?
Answer: The short version: Usually, there is a specific life situation from which we approach the matter. It is only the gateway. It is not about actively solving or changing anything.
What it is about: Complete acceptance, radical surrender, and unconditional love. I hold the space for you and this sacred process of transformation.
Specifically, this means: We meet on Zoom. You tell me what is going on. I listen deeply—not only to your words, but also to what resonates between the lines, to what your body shows, to what moves in the space between us. I ask questions that lead you deeper. I mirror what I see. Sometimes we work with meditation, sometimes with body awareness, sometimes simply with silence.
What I don’t do: Tell you what to do. Calm you with positive affirmations. Talk away your experiences or exaggerate them spiritually.
Are there any risks or side effects?
Answer: Absolutely. As soon as you face your Bullshit with open eyes, your system will start to shift. Old blocked energies can surface and dissolve. This realignment can initially cause an initial worsening of symptoms. You may feel more confused and sensitive than usual. During this time, a lot of patience and care is required.
But at the same time, you will also experience a growing sense of joy and vitality. Without Bullshit between you and life, what has always been there can flow more freely through you again.
It is important to understand that this process is not linear. There is no steady upward movement. Sometimes you take two steps forward and one step back. Sometimes nothing seems to happen, and then suddenly something fundamental opens up. You need to be patient with yourself and trust the process.
Why should I even face my Bullshit?
Answer: No one voluntarily wants to face their own Bullshit—even though I promise you it’s worth it.
Why is it worth it? If you’re willing to let go of your resistance and welcome everything—what could still scare you? And without fear, you are free. Free to be authentic, to live your power, to take your place.
Imagine no longer having to pretend. No longer having to act like you have everything under control. No longer having to hide your dark sides. No longer having to expend energy on maintaining a certain image of yourself. How much life energy would that release?
That is the promise of this work: not that everything will suddenly be perfect, but that you can be with everything that is. And from this space arises genuine vitality, genuine creativity, genuine connection with other people.
Why does it have to be called Bullshit?
Answer: You can also call it ego, false self, separate self, or whatever you like. Powerful language helps me to protect myself from false holiness. The spiritual ego loves a clean slate, and Bullshit is definitely a pretty dirty stain on it.
The language is deliberately provocative because it pulls you out of spiritual feel-good mode. If you’re bothered by the word Bullshit, that’s interesting to observe. What exactly bothers you about it? Maybe that’s exactly where there’s something that needs to be looked at.
Before we embark on this profound journey of surrender together, I would like to get to know you personally. In a FREE 20-minute initial meeting, you will have the opportunity to tell me more about you and learn more about how I work. The goal is that, at the end of the conversation, we will decide together whether we want to start working together.
